I feel the same way. A promise made should be a promise kept.

[she looks down at her hands.]

...I've lived my whole life that way. Thinking that we deserve more than what we were born to. And now I am here, and I am told that I must be "better" than I was in order to go back. Does that mean belieivng that was wrong? If I have to simply accept my lot in life... [she shakes her head.] I do not know that I can.