[turboheaven] catchall for marcoh

[jiaohua]

if someone age appropriate doesnt kiss marcoh i will cry. he deserves the world

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[boxcar]

[ Thoughtshares the idea of everyone fucking being sickeningly sweet to the Entity and it just shriveling in their jail cell.




Definitely not Marcoh's first personal choice of action but it would, possibly, be funny. ]

[jiaohua]

[that thoughtshare startles a huff of a laugh out of her.

and then there's a stray thought -

It would be entertaining, but I don't know that it would be satisfying enough after what we have gone through.]

[boxcar]

I know. I doubt everyone can be convinced to let go of their anger, even if people can be convinced to be petty.

[ Marcoh knows he is not one of them, so. ]

Did you ever discuss anything of that sort over there?

[jiaohua]

I avoided the topic in my own conversations because I knew it would make me angry...

[and she's not cute when she's angry........]

[boxcar]

[ We should all be permitted to be angry at least once... yk... he nods, but like. ]

It does feel justified, but I understand if you would not want to be.

[ It's not pleasant. ]

[jiaohua]

[if she throws a tantrum now she will be so unproductive all week long...]

Mm... it's less that I don't want to be and more that I don't want to be judged for being angry.

[boxcar]

[ An awkward silence, and just. ]

If we were judged for being angry a lot of people would already have lost their chances, I think.

[ ...Me, most of all. ]

[jiaohua]

...oh. No, not that sort of judged.

[she is more thinking about how many people act around brimstone.]

[boxcar]

...By other people? I don't think anyone is going to judge you for being mad at the Entity.

[jiaohua]

I've seen how people have treated others who have been angry, in general. I have no wish to be treated the same way.

[boxcar]

Here?

[ Or back home? He's perplexed on who would judge Waner so much for this... ]

[jiaohua]

Here in some cases, in my homeland in others. Part of the whole reason I need to be redeemed is how I'm angry and want more than I already have, too.

[boxcar]

[ Well... ]

If that is how you think you will earn your redemption then I won't tell you otherwise.

[ But he IS thinking like... what level of anger could Waner show that ruins her chances more than himself. She'll be alright, he hopes. ]

Patience is a virtue and all.

[jiaohua]

[(looks at canon and laughs)]

Yes, or so they say. [...] It would be nice if we knew in advance how it would end.

[boxcar]

[ Listen... listen... it's relative... ]

Like I said. It might be worth a shot praying to the God here if you are so uncertain. I won't say that they can give the clearest answer, but it may ease your nerves even a little bit.

[jiaohua]

I'll think about it... thank you for the advice, Marcoh.

[she will not actually do it because endgame is tomorrow and work kicked my ass this week, but she will consider it icly.]

[boxcar]

[ OUR GOD REVEAL. Everything happens so fast on endgame week but also not. ]

Rest easy, alright? Or try.

[jiaohua]

I will... so long as you do the same.

[boxcar]

I will.

[jiaohua]

Good.

[she smiles faintly.]

...what were you up to before we ran into each other?

[boxcar]

Sorry?

How do you mean?

[ Does she mean before the deda return or...? ]

[jiaohua]

No, just now...

[she shrugs.]

Surely you weren't just waiting around [in the void] for someone to talk to you all day? Were you on your way to explore some of the islands or to do something?

[boxcar]

Oh. I've just been... around.

[ Kind of lowkey being in the void isn't incorrect though waiting for somebody to talk to him isn't right either. ]

I do feel like I should be doing something but it's hard to figure out what.

[jiaohua]

I feel the same way. I'd like to explore our surroundings in case something happens and we need to be familiar with them, but at the same time...

[she is a normie. she does not know how she will handle it if she winds up in trouble out there.]

[boxcar]

Do you want somebody to go with you?